Ain’t nobody got time for Cancer !!
Well this week anyway 🙂
So after my meeting with my Breast surgeon and Breast care nurses following my diagnosis the decision was made that Hannah would need to be delivered early! My main concern was not was I gonna be OK. It was is Hannah ?
Scary stuff !! It’s daunting enough having a baby for the first time, but to be told we need this baby out as soon as possible but also safely. See If the birth ends up in a C section this will delay the starting date for Chemotherapy as I could spend up to 8 weeks healing. Chemotherapy delays healing time in the body even further increasing your risk of infection. So in order to avoid that my Obstetrician said there was no way in hell This is my 1st child and would end up in a C Section if delivered before that. By 38 weeks shes cooked 🙂
The girls even had to move my baby shower earlier, As we were not sure what was happening with the birth at the time, there was a big panic but they pulled out all the stops and made it one hell of a bash!
From eating melted mars bar out of nappies to the girls sucking the Helium filled Balloons even my Mother got in on that action. If I don’t mention the fab egg sambos that Nat made I will be shot 🙂 It was an a fun filled afternoon and emotional one to say the least but the girls done me good.
That’s the fucker cancer again ruining peoples plans !! Wedding plans got put on hold also !!!
So with my new due date the 19th of August looming nearer I was stressing over ante natal classes, I was under the care of the Community Midwifes throughout my pregnancy. They done my own personal ante natal classes due to my circumstances. Just so I would avoid any awkward questions like me having to explain that my Labour would not be the same as theirs. Mine was going to be an Induction.
So lying awake the night before giving birth all I kept thinking was what weight is she gonna be? who will she look like? Cancer wasn’t even given one thought!
We were at Holles street for 8 bells thanks to my dad who put his taxi plate on bus lane all the way mind you my stomach was like a washing machine so I prob would have gladly sat in traffic that morning. We were checked in and I got dressed into my lovely Labour nightdress and new slippers !! such style thank god you never have to wear them again 🙂 A nurse hooked me up to a monitor with straps placed around my stomach to check the baby heart and measure contractions. The nurse asked had I already been having some contractions ? I said slight cramps now and then yes !! Good ole Rasberry leaf tea I was drinking galons of the stuff this was not gonna be a C section.
So with an Induction they give you a Progresterone gel that is applied internally, this helps to thin out your cervix enabling the doctor to break my waters. This could take a few applications I was told 😦 I am not staying in the hospital till Friday this was my mantra Baby is coming tonight !!!!! The gel was only applied literally an hour, I started to have what felt like period pains nothing major I was up walking around the labour ward and bouncing on my ball trying to get things moving along. This continued for 3 hrs gradually the pain increasing over time but all bearable. Lucky I have high pain threshold.
I remember it was around 2pm I kept saying this baby is coming tonight I am not staying here till friday I’m defo in labour I know I am I was getting proper contractions now period pains intensified by 100 🙂 I proceeded to do my yoga positions I could see my other half Doyler looking at me going what is she doing! This got the baby down sooner and helped with my pain so I didn’t care what I looked like I would have even mooed like a cow doing my cat & cow positions had it got the baby down sooner also. lol
The Doctor came around to check my cervix, the gel had worked so well 1st go that they were able to break my waters. Well Holy Mother of Divine Jaysus I have never experienced anything so gross in my life. All hell had broke loose the contractions were kicked up a notch and getting more frequent. high pain threshold!!!! I lied who was I kidding I was in agony. I was starting to get apprehensive saying I’m in Labour, I’m in labour! The nurse didn’t believe me at first, I was no hero I was asking her for pain relieve at this stage! I was given two paracetamol what was she thinking ….
She got my midwife down to check me and I was 3 cm dilated. Lets get you to a delivery ward. I hobbled down still insisting I wanted the epidural. I could see by Doyler’s face ( he was defo thinking oh shit) Looking a few shades of grey as the reality sunk in what was going to happen soon. He kept checking with midwife each time nipping out for fags secretly hoping he would miss the birth and arrive once its out! Every lads dream. 🙂
Not a chance of that happen! By the time the Anesthetist came! she took forever she walked in looked at me said no way and walked back out I was gone to far for Epidural .I went from 3 to 7 in less than half hr. My midwife was sorting things out. No one was expecting me to go so quickly. Suddenly I had the urge to push removing the gas from my mouth I called midwife I was thinking where is Doyler !! The baby was coming now. He strolls in with my mam in tow the midwife spots his grey panicked face gives him a chair by me in case he decides to hit the deck. My mam to the rescue 🙂 She was on my left side fanning me down which was a god send at the time. My mam shouts she sees the head 7.45pm she was out with no trouble and no drugs I wouldn’t include the two paracetamol. I had giving birth to my beautiful girl weighing just 6lb 13oz she has some set of lungs she cried as soon as she came out. My mam cut the umbilical cord she was delighted. Very special moment indeed. She only had chemo the day before that. She is a trooper !!
My dad and my sister were out in the hallway waiting with balloons and Prosecco, my body was still shaking from the shock of just delivering a baby they are all drinking flipping prosecco !! It was all a bit surreal. All I wanted was a cup of tea and a bit of toast.
Then were back down to reality my baby is safe ten fingers ten toes perfectly healthy, Please god she doesn’t have BRCA 2 Gene !! 18 years of waiting until I can get her tested to see has she inherited my dodgy genes!!
Now to let the team in Vincents now I have had my baby wooo hoo they left me alone for a full two weeks to let me enjoy my baby.
Ain’t nobody got time for Cancer !!